Several things happened this week that really put me down. But this morning has been peaceful. My housemates and I went to a nearby coffee shop called Ruby’s. The shop was small, but bright, fresh and cosy. There were not many people, which made me feel comfortable and serene.
Lately I have been very impatient lately. I worry so much about the future that I no longer can enjoy life, like a fool who grieves wastes her energy on something that has not yet existed.
But today, I feel really calm. I realise that there is no point in worrying about the unknown future. Whatever happens, I believe it is for good. I put my trust in God because He is the Lord, the Creator and the Best Disposer of Affairs. For now, I want to appreciate little moments like this – moments of the present, moments granted by God, the Merciful of the Merciful.